Ever since getting back into running a few years ago I have
trained by myself. I ran on a team in high school and loved it, but when I went
to college I didn’t think I was good enough or dedicated enough to make it as a
collegiate athlete. I don’t regret that decision, but I know I missed out on a
great learning opportunity. Training with other like-minded runners, especially
runners that are better than you, is a sure-fire way to improve.
I think self-coaching has gotten me pretty far. I put the
most effort forth when the motivation is self-generated. When I was a kid and
my mom would ask me to clean my room, I'd whine and complain and half-ass it
(sorry, Mom.) But on the days when I actually wanted to clean my room (which
was incredibly rare; again, sorry, Mom) I would go overboard organizing and
putting everything in its rightful place. The same goes for training. In high
school, when my coach would tell me our workout for the day, I would diligently run the workout, but only give enough effort to show that I did it.
I never went above and beyond. (This is why I wasn't very good in high school.)
Now I coach myself and have nothing to prove and no one to please except
myself. Because I'm only pleasing (or hurting) myself, I'm more motivated to
follow the plans and also follow through. Like Inception said: “The subject's mind can always trace the
genesis of the idea. True inspiration is impossible to fake."
What does this have to do with Kara Goucher? Last summer,
a frustrated Kara worried she wouldn’t make the Olympic Marathon team. She
trained primarily by herself or with her husband (who she claimed would let her make excuses), and she realized she needed
some hard working women to keep her honest. She left her coach, and just a few
short months before the Trials she started running with a new group, which
included her “rival” Shalane Flanagan. It wasn't an easy decision, but at the Trials a relieved Kara held on for third (and a
place with Shalane on the team.) Currently the two are preparing for
London together. (The site Run the Edge tells the story of their training;
it’s great for all Kara fans.)
I’m no Kara Goucher. But if you read this blog often, you
know I have big goals, and I’m not always satisfied with my progress. I’ve
talked about taking next spring off from marathons to train for shorter races;
I know improving my speed will help my quest for marathon PRs as well. But
whenever I think about doing that, I wonder how I’ll pull it off. I know how to
train for marathons, the workouts, the weekly mileage, the paces to hit. I
don’t know how to train for shorter stuff. I also know that when I hit the
track alone it’s a little lonely. It’s not easy to rip off killer splits when
it’s just you and your watch.
So What Would Kara Do? She’d swallow her pride and go find
some fast women to run with. And so (drum roll please) I’ve decided to join a running club. A
friend of a friend told me about it, and it seemed like the perfect opportunity
at the perfect time. It won’t be easy; I feel out of my element and completely
intimidated by the talent of the women's team. I’m sure I will get my butt kicked for the
next few months, but I know that’s exactly what I need. It means a few changes
to my general plan: instead of taking off next spring, I’ll be focusing on
shorter races this fall and skipping a marathon. (That means no Philly. Is this
just an elaborate scheme to avoid a rematch with Brother? Maybe so, but I'll
never tell!) I’m back to taking it easy now, rather than trying to rush through
some quick races in the next few weeks. Next spring I’ll return to the
marathon and hopefully a big PR.
I don't think I need to worry anymore about motivation or slacking off in workouts. I know these women will keep me honest and help me get to a new level of racing. It means getting my butt kicked for a while, but it’s what Kara Goucher would do.
Dream big,
Teal
Excited for what will come of this decision! I think you stand to make great improvements in the coming months.
ReplyDeleteHowever we are all clamoring for another fully trained marathon showdown between you and your brother haha! Hopefully the stand off wont turn into the mayweather-pacquiao of connor family racing! :-)
Very inspiring! Looking forward to a future blog on behavioral science and how joining a group, pairing up with a coach, or being on a team alters an individual's capacity to achieve (unfortunately, it can be positive or negative, like high school!).
ReplyDeleteYeah, Rusty, I agree with you that this sounds like a good idea, but also that for all us marathon-chasing/running fans there does seem an wistful element of Mayweather/Pacquiao here. But which one is Mayweather? The brother (who hasn't signed up for that Philly race yet) or the sister who now is running the short stuff and skipping Philly, even if the brother does sign up? ;-)
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